Long time no see

Ah, it has been a while since I posted. I am just going to already warn anyone who reads this (do people even read my blog? Because in all honesty I just write for myself and dont assume people follow this blog...) that this entry will be most like a journal. I already write entries that are pretty random and at times I may not put in those couple extra sentences to make sure it flows, well this will be like that.
These past two days I have really been missing my friends back home, maybe because my parents are coming soon, maybe because I left Rosario, I dont know. I just miss being with people and just hanging out. It is hard to go from college life, where you live with your friends and thus see them all the time to living in a house with a senora. Trust, me I really enjoy being in Buenos Aires and the city but it is hard at times to get use to being alone again and being ok with not doing something, etc. I always get like this, even at home in Portland when I dont have people to hang out with. I feel like I should always be busy or something or always with someone. Is that our generation now or just me? I think it also may have to do with being in a comfort zone, my friends know me and I know them, and I love them. There is no doubt that we dont want to hang out or do stuff, because we are friends. I am not forced into hanging out with IES students or things like that, but it is a group that you kind of choose from in a way. And I really like a lot of people here, they are chill and cool. But it cant be like friends back home, because we only have a certain months and we dont live with each other or in a dorm.
The thing with Rosario that I explain to people is that I enjoy being in a calm, chill place. I enjoy the friends I have there and enjoy the environment that is not as busy as the city. I probably also just being in a house where I can freely hang out and talk with everyone in spanish (another big one, that I can speak spanish and not english). I am excited for the viejos to come, people who know me.

I think i am just in one of those dips, Ill get out of it, but just like to vent when stuck in them.